so i went to the gym today constant commentary and harassment
it is incredible. from other members and mainly the staff.
shaking my head. insanity
im too exhausted to even go through it
then im supposed to get a half hour phone support
and my counsellor called for business instead of me getting to generally talk to someone to debrief
i liken it to someone tethering you down and force feeding you
she keeps on piling on more and more information and it makes my head want to explode
this constant state of not knowing limbo shit
is enough to put me in the hospital literally
if they were worth their weight in salt
theyd resolve things with this ass
thats what they would do
so i can stay until im moving out of windsor period.
so i dont have to move
and then move again
like i can afford that?
further the market rentals in windsor have imploded in cost
in fact they are almost comparable to places like london kw or hamilton
so if it is the matter of forty bucks
i might as well live where i want right?
that said everything is so expensive
i can barely afford to survive HERE let alone
it is just so stressful on me i could spit
i have had a job offer up there mind you
nothing glamorous but something is more than nothing
but i have my riding and my counsellor and that here.
and all the aggravation pain and history
it is so stressful and complicated
my neck hurts and im going to bed now