depressed

i have no spirit for anything anymore my depression is beyond depression it is out of control and controlling me completely my head hurts from slamming it at the wild life center im sick of everything and i miss esmeralda something fierce....

much longer

tired of being alienated instead of appreciated   tired of being berated instead of belonging.   tired of being barely tolerated instead of celebrated.   and i cant stand the hurt and sting of the rejection that much...

concussion?

banged my head on a clip thing on the front of a cage at the wildlife center; gouged my head open a bit. i think i have a concussion tho i feel dizzy and funky and it hurts more than it looks. kind of bugs out my eyes too kind of makes me...