out of here.

there is some guy that keeps parking his fuckn car in the back parking lot that is black and running around like a crazy crack head he was there again tonight. they have no right to be parking in our parking lot. it has nothing to do with him ...

behind

Quietly planning my escape. In due time. Making plans. Cannot wait to leave all this shitty place behind. Open fields oceans mountains new adventures call to me. I'm done being the target and the topic. Good riddance

indoctrinated

see? couldnt sleep now im dragging around behind the eight ball this morning as soon as the kids are gone from here my neighbor from downstairs comes to my door all liquored up on tuesday night knocking can you come down and talk to us ...

terror

Post trauma so bad can't sleep Then exhausted and sleeping too long the next morning =hell on earth People seriously do not comprehend the torture. And that is what it is. So exhausted over tired and unable to relax and sleep for sheer...

happy birthday

well here is my birthday and i sit here alone. I honestly cant get over how year after year, i become more and more isolated instead of growing more well. It is like any illness if it is left untreated, you become more sick. I also cannot...

oblige

depressed doesnt encapsulate everything again hitting me all at once. i find that the pool, distracts me. it gives me some "happy" per se then pneumonia afterwards lol but at least it soothes the moment Here i am on my birthday weekend,...

wash off

Hey Feeling sad and frustrated  I complain about shit and no one does anything for me The guy next door is upping his anti literally leering directly in my window now. He has moved from the door to directly in my window. He's doing it...

bigotry

I'm watching Ellen and this woman who is trans has all As and they won't let her into nursing school because she is trans and they are bigots. She's applied to 6 schools and all have refused because she is trans.  Sounds familiar doesn't it? The...

not very grateful

Im thinking about doing my medical office admin or small business management instead of the vet assisting program.  I may do both the vet assistant and the medical office because the tuition is that much smaller than the other one online. I have...

outside looking in

Sitting at the park and if I had a pillow I'd knock off. Went for a walk now gotta get back home  I seriously wish I could sleep here under the shade tree like I did as a kid on the farm. So lonely And so sad about being on the outside...