go fund me.

My mom was making fun of me too to my face imitating me even for calling distress lines. She was calling me a crack pot at the top of her lungs with her windows open so her whole neighborhood could hear her. because i have ptsd mental illness...

them.

so those little low life pieces of shit did not get evicted they won their case against the landlady even tho theyve had a swat team here. get real. if i did one tenth of what theyve done id be long gone they would have had me face down...

basic needs dont make for much quality of life

morning Listening to bruce hornsby and the range mandolin rain; one of my most personal favorites. Resonates with my soul some how.... I am trying to organize so many things and then i forget etc. bit by bit i get things done tho some...

counted joys

had a pretty rotten day continuation of last night i think anywho i went to moms and worked her out got to work out in the pool by myself. which was spectacular. im thinking our days in the wonderful glorious splendor that is her...

yeowsa

why am i so soreeeeeeeeeeeeeeee omg. no wonder i dont stop cuz when i do i ache from my scalp to the bottoms of my feet literally. in two days im in agony. back to working out tomorrow. cant wait. oof. ive been walking everyday for at...

my prayer

finished my dance AQ yaaaaaaaaaaaaa baby so proud of myself even if no one else notices knows or cares. : ) ya me. i did it no matter what . i did it. so there you go. now, onto laundry lol and walks and prime cuddle time...

see?

blood gushing to my muscles in rest and recovery muscle growth.... is painful lol easier almost for me to keep tearing em down. dont accomplish much gain that way tho anywho.... im tired and not feeling discouraged; sending out...

walk together.

well i wake up with energy and desire to have fun and do things and no where to put it. It is supposed to storm later, but when later who knows. I want to go to the gym and dont at the same time; id rather frankly have some summer time fun. ...

time

hey so depressed anymore everyday every night.... and the time in between. I was meant to go to my dance class on Thursday as i had promised myself i wouldnt quit again as that is usually what i do with everything..... I came home from working...