Lily

afternoon heading into moms back yard to sneak a peek shortly then to head home. sort of seeking solitude these days yet achingly lonely i feel like i need a change, but i dont know what that change is or what it looks like let alone how...

argh

i woke up this morning just so frustrated. and sad. the one thing ive always used to cope with the feelings of emptiness i have in my life from the constant rejection and failure that have become pattern because of my disability is gone...

nothing

Morning woke up to some know it all commenting on my blogs. First dum ass I can't take the cats to the local shelter because they are not a no kill for cats. I've been trying to get them up the highway to a no kill and I have no transport. Like I...

at all

Feeling sad tonight. Ezzy got her antibiotics and is doing way better. I'm so glad. I feel lonely and forgotten. I miss my dancing so much lately. Nostalgic. Also frustrated with the lack of support for my cat rescue. No one cares and the problem only...

ponderous

i wonder when a mother cat sees her adult kittens / offspring on the street if she recognizes them as her own and if she wonders, or feels for how they are doing/ managing living their life struggling on the street? interesting to think...

full fledged

omg im officially just so full in the chest of snot and flu :( oof im going to walk to the gym and do my weights and my rowing at least. much more than the walking cardio wise i dunno then tomorrow i have that fuckn hearing thing for the...

does.

omg i have a headache i think ezzy girl is sicky and the antibiotics the vet gave her before are not good on her she gets really bad diarrhea because she is an older gal and it affects the organs. I dont know why beth would have given that to...

polished gold.

when i go to write i find i draw a blank it is like i have so much to say i cant speak. i was like that when my gramma died and was found her house broke in and her nightgown over her head. dead. in the front room i didnt speak...