dont even be implying with your clickin... that im showing no "class" Ive showed more grace under fire than any of you ever could- of that im not mistaken - (lucky for you too) You and  all your bravado and show your hitting and...


I am outspoken, opiniated, and determined.  I want what i want and there is nothing wrong with that. So, try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me... you will not succeed.


We dont see things as they are We see them as we are. Anais Nin

gettin jiggy with it lol

hello im so bored not being able to do much... : (  At least my stupid landlord left the heat on today. :) It is snowing. I managed to mill about some what but im pooped. Im fighting taking a nap. lol I slept so long yesterday and wasted such a...


hey guys i wrote this whole entry a few hours ago and the computer gobbled it up. meh. just what i need when im still half in the bag drunk from anisthetic. My body is taking it a lot harder then when i had a similar surgery in Toronto about seven ...

quotes from my face book friends

~Be more concerned with  your character than your reputation, because your character is what you really are, while your reputation is merely what others think you are.~ John Wooden ~Understand why God has given us another day in our lives. Its not...

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"People of character do the right thing, not because they think it will change the world; but because they refuse to be changed by the world."   ~NO ONE SAVES US BUT OURSELVES. NO ONE CAN AND NO ONE MAY. WE OURSELVES MUST WALK THE PATH.~ ...


"Love is the ability and willingness to allow those you care for to be what they choose for themselves without any insistence that they satisfy YOU. " Wayne Dyer

war horse

I might hate you more, but ill never love you less. quote, war horse movie


~ Maybe everything we've ever done, has been for love. ~ byron katie

what makes you

People will hate you rate you shake you and break you But how strong you stand is what makes you.  

~ spot on ~

"You gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience in which you really stop and look fear in the face. You must do the thing which you think you cannot do" Eleanor Roosevelt

This is the thing

~I dont know if you notice anything different.  It's getting darker and it's getting cold, and the nights are getting long. I dont know if you even notice at all. That I'm long gone.  And the things that keep us apart keep me alive ...


"The pain of discipline is temporary the pain of losing control, is permanent." excellent quote :)


The sunrise of course doesnt care if we watch it or not. It will keep on being beautiful, even if no one bothers to look at it. ~ Gene Amole :)

Says it all.... perfect summation

~Beat me hate me You can never break me Will me thrill me you can never kill me whoo me sue me everybody do me kick me strike me dont you black and white me All i wanna say is that they dont really care about us. I am...


Ive contemplated writing this; do i dont i.... been bullied by terrorism into silencing myself, not speaking the truth.  If I do there is a "consequence" by the predators and vipers waiting in the grass; the ones that know they've done wrong but dont...


I swore i laid witness to Him there in her eyes. T'was Lucifer's gossamer angelic disguise Indignant by my fear in my notion of harm I surrendered my weapons and finally disarm Guard down exposed belly you...


" We think sometimes, that poverty is only about being hungry, naked or homeless. The poverty of being unwanted, unloved, and uncared for, is the greatest poverty of all. We must start in our own communities, to remedy this kind of...

alligator pie

~They claim they transcribed a message that i left at a "sistering" agency where i swung into a slew of epithets.... the odd thing is, the words and phrases they claim i used, i have never even heard before. What the hell is a bull dagger?  I kept...