suck

Today Someone almost ran me down with their SUV There ARE upright punching bags in the women's only section but when I asked for one distinctly the gym manager never bothered to tell me!? Ridiculous fuckn people You smile at people they...

disappear

Have you ever wondered why we have to all get old? We all decompose and rot lol we fall apart; fall victim to gravity and cell degeneration etc. It is totally inevitable. One of the hardest things in life is to watch someone you love...

destination

People are retarded they vote justin trudeau in that has no platform except lets legalize marijuana which in the long run dum ass is only going to make it cost more as the government will have their hand in that too and they will still be...

election

i wasnt going to vote today although i didnt want to not vote i will not pick from the three distinctive shit piles that are the three main parties my friend suggested i vote for the green party rather than not vote at all good...

predator

Savoy Howe posts on her Facebook page an animal killing another. She's sick Predator herself obviously No need to post such crap to her page to traumatize innocent onlookers. Sort of like David Letterman with moron Palin killing a moose when...

right now

Feeling invisible and so depressed If i had a fool proof way id off myself right now She writes me back again defending the moron again getting off on twisting the knife

abandoned

im so upset this morning me and my friend are officially broke up unreconcilable thats for sure too much water under the bridge too many words shared if you catch my drift done. and it breaks my heart desperately this is what i...

cuff and link

I had an interview today and I really really hope I get it. I worked mom out ate dinner came home after the interview. It went pretty well I would have to have a second interview tho I just want to work and this job I'd LOVE. I watched a...

radar

So we had our family dinner today since my sister couldn't come yesterday. And the family fun ensues. My sister in law finally came to a family function since the Xmas present thing and the blaming me for the dance recital non attendance when it...

humbled

These two women from Africa talk with me at the gym. They are both students here and under thirty yet. The one woman is studying teaching and her folks are here in Canada. Toronto actually. The other woman her folks live in Africa and she...

faith

i dont know where to start so much shit going down never ending im tellin ya went to an interview got called in by the assistant manager for seasonal help sent in my cv by kijiji when i got there they looked like i had a halloween mask...

forever

Hi Been thinking so much about that cop Melissa Taylor an amherstburg cop that I met with to give my statement about my historical abuse. She spent the entire hour convincing me not to make a statement  It took me 40 yrs to find the courage to...

out of here.

there is some guy that keeps parking his fuckn car in the back parking lot that is black and running around like a crazy crack head he was there again tonight. they have no right to be parking in our parking lot. it has nothing to do with him ...

behind

Quietly planning my escape. In due time. Making plans. Cannot wait to leave all this shitty place behind. Open fields oceans mountains new adventures call to me. I'm done being the target and the topic. Good riddance

indoctrinated

see? couldnt sleep now im dragging around behind the eight ball this morning as soon as the kids are gone from here my neighbor from downstairs comes to my door all liquored up on tuesday night knocking can you come down and talk to us ...

terror

Post trauma so bad can't sleep Then exhausted and sleeping too long the next morning =hell on earth People seriously do not comprehend the torture. And that is what it is. So exhausted over tired and unable to relax and sleep for sheer...

happy birthday

well here is my birthday and i sit here alone. I honestly cant get over how year after year, i become more and more isolated instead of growing more well. It is like any illness if it is left untreated, you become more sick. I also cannot...

oblige

depressed doesnt encapsulate everything again hitting me all at once. i find that the pool, distracts me. it gives me some "happy" per se then pneumonia afterwards lol but at least it soothes the moment Here i am on my birthday weekend,...

wash off

Hey Feeling sad and frustrated  I complain about shit and no one does anything for me The guy next door is upping his anti literally leering directly in my window now. He has moved from the door to directly in my window. He's doing it...

bigotry

I'm watching Ellen and this woman who is trans has all As and they won't let her into nursing school because she is trans and they are bigots. She's applied to 6 schools and all have refused because she is trans.  Sounds familiar doesn't it? The...

not very grateful

Im thinking about doing my medical office admin or small business management instead of the vet assisting program.  I may do both the vet assistant and the medical office because the tuition is that much smaller than the other one online. I have...

outside looking in

Sitting at the park and if I had a pillow I'd knock off. Went for a walk now gotta get back home  I seriously wish I could sleep here under the shade tree like I did as a kid on the farm. So lonely And so sad about being on the outside...

go fund me.

My mom was making fun of me too to my face imitating me even for calling distress lines. She was calling me a crack pot at the top of her lungs with her windows open so her whole neighborhood could hear her. because i have ptsd mental illness...